November 2011
I should have killed myself last year when I had...
i just need somebody to hold me.
i'm such a god damn failure at life.
just feeling really down for some reason :(
"If you think you're fat, what does that make me?"
king-calavera:
emaciated-deteriorated:
No. Stop right there.
My distorted body image applies to myself and myself alone. When I call myself fat, the word is not a scale to which everyone else is judged on. You look exactly the way you are. I’m the only one my dysmorphia transforms. Calling myself fat does not mean I see everyone above my weight as morbidly obese. The disorder doesn’t see...
All I want is blackness. Blackness and silence.
– Sylvia Plath (via tobia)
34049) I am completely terrified of scales. It's...
today i actually went to work with the attitude that i was going to have a good day. i was so determined. obviously that didn’t last long, or i wouldn’t be crying, alone in my room, right now.
the only time i get invited to things is when i can’t go. :(